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Heya...been a few days since i last posted...been really bz with preparing for my show. First time...esplanade virgin. haha...really lookin fwd to it. but its been a trying week for us. a friends mom is in the hospital, dun really know how its gonna turn out. i really feel for him cos it muz be hell having this come at you esp now. i mean i'm complaining about juz having to work and go to rehearsals...fact of life...we take things for granted and will never be thankful of what we have. haiz....that's all for now lah. feeling tired.
before i go though...check this out http://matrockminahkental.blogspot.com
if you guys are interested in watching details are all there....till then
the door is open wide...is anybody there?
Friday, November 26, 2004
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Saturday, November 20, 2004
-The end-
5 months plus/22 weeks. Over juz like that. before i get over-sentimental lemme update u guys on wats been happening.
on thurs...i stayed til 4 tryin to finish things up. ended up waking at 11...too late to help denise (felt super guilty) so i juz went ahead to TM where poh thoy, hui hong and chern tat were treating me and sean to lunch. was a good lunch. indulged in some office gossip. seem to be doing a lot of that towards the end haha. then spent the nite at work again trying to finish up audio. that was after i went around practically sayin goodbye to everyone...cos supposedly i would be out the whole day @ Hallion.
friday....woke up on time. managed to help denise. went back to office for late lunch courtesy of mr. jerry theseira. more office gossip. said goodbye again. took pics with the hot temp receptionist (will post after developing). felt sad taking the company bus one last time. met cindy....felt sad goin home. think i'm gonna have post-SIP blues...plus the bloody reprt. haiz....
look for the girl with the broken smile...lemme fix it for you
5 months plus/22 weeks. Over juz like that. before i get over-sentimental lemme update u guys on wats been happening.
on thurs...i stayed til 4 tryin to finish things up. ended up waking at 11...too late to help denise (felt super guilty) so i juz went ahead to TM where poh thoy, hui hong and chern tat were treating me and sean to lunch. was a good lunch. indulged in some office gossip. seem to be doing a lot of that towards the end haha. then spent the nite at work again trying to finish up audio. that was after i went around practically sayin goodbye to everyone...cos supposedly i would be out the whole day @ Hallion.
friday....woke up on time. managed to help denise. went back to office for late lunch courtesy of mr. jerry theseira. more office gossip. said goodbye again. took pics with the hot temp receptionist (will post after developing). felt sad taking the company bus one last time. met cindy....felt sad goin home. think i'm gonna have post-SIP blues...plus the bloody reprt. haiz....
look for the girl with the broken smile...lemme fix it for you
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Aaargh!!
Aaargh!!
Still at the office...my freaking edit session STILL hasn't started yet. helping denise with her shoot @hallion tmr in the morning. then coming back for another session - audio this time. spending friday outhouse again. Aargh!! Mati, mati...tentu mati. I still managed to spend some of today doing this up though..haha and i wonder why i havent got offered a freelance job here.
went to lunch with the francis brothers - the audio engineers here at disney. i think derek and brian have been very much helpful and i really enjoy working with them. gonna miss the ppl here, esp the nice ones like Hing Yee, Denise, the foosball kakis like Jerry and Li and of course working with Sean and the rest. dun feel like goin back to school...and all these thoughts are makin me sound like a downright pussy...maybe deep down i am..fuck it, enough bullshittin...gonna smoke now. Aargh...at this rate i'll be here all nite.
i'm on the outside, i'm lookin in...i see you changing, i really like it
Still at the office...my freaking edit session STILL hasn't started yet. helping denise with her shoot @hallion tmr in the morning. then coming back for another session - audio this time. spending friday outhouse again. Aargh!! Mati, mati...tentu mati. I still managed to spend some of today doing this up though..haha and i wonder why i havent got offered a freelance job here.
went to lunch with the francis brothers - the audio engineers here at disney. i think derek and brian have been very much helpful and i really enjoy working with them. gonna miss the ppl here, esp the nice ones like Hing Yee, Denise, the foosball kakis like Jerry and Li and of course working with Sean and the rest. dun feel like goin back to school...and all these thoughts are makin me sound like a downright pussy...maybe deep down i am..fuck it, enough bullshittin...gonna smoke now. Aargh...at this rate i'll be here all nite.
i'm on the outside, i'm lookin in...i see you changing, i really like it
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
feelings....damn feelings
feelings....damn feelings
the day started cool enough...had breakfast with ma parents ...gi makan prata. then got a free ride to work. was feeling pretty good despite not sleeping so decided to share my joy with ms. dee. damn it...her reply was innocent enuf but wat she mentioned made me feel sick to the core. i mean i've always dismissed thoughts of anything actually happening...after zura i juz couldnt be bothered with getting my hopes up with anyone. but maybe i thought we had some kind of connection despite all the signs that showed otherwise. THIS SUCKS. now i juz gotta forget abt anythin ever happening cos mr it aint ever gonna with her. why oh why dib do u beat urself up over shit like this.
girls...memang betul ko cakap anwar...they're like buses...TIBS buses in fact. when u need the right one, all the other buses come not once but twice. then when it does come along...its super crowded with smelly ppl and you juz wanna get off. looks like i'll be waiting at the bus stop for a long, long time.
sorry for the negatory attitudage.....juz not feelin up to it dudes and dudettes...fuck
hari ini kau datang riang, tersenyum buatku senang...
tiada lagi kau datang sayang...kau hilang terus menghilang
(too bad u met someone)
the day started cool enough...had breakfast with ma parents ...gi makan prata. then got a free ride to work. was feeling pretty good despite not sleeping so decided to share my joy with ms. dee. damn it...her reply was innocent enuf but wat she mentioned made me feel sick to the core. i mean i've always dismissed thoughts of anything actually happening...after zura i juz couldnt be bothered with getting my hopes up with anyone. but maybe i thought we had some kind of connection despite all the signs that showed otherwise. THIS SUCKS. now i juz gotta forget abt anythin ever happening cos mr it aint ever gonna with her. why oh why dib do u beat urself up over shit like this.
girls...memang betul ko cakap anwar...they're like buses...TIBS buses in fact. when u need the right one, all the other buses come not once but twice. then when it does come along...its super crowded with smelly ppl and you juz wanna get off. looks like i'll be waiting at the bus stop for a long, long time.
sorry for the negatory attitudage.....juz not feelin up to it dudes and dudettes...fuck
hari ini kau datang riang, tersenyum buatku senang...
tiada lagi kau datang sayang...kau hilang terus menghilang
(too bad u met someone)
so far...
so far...
so how u guys like it so far?? stupid question since i havent told anyone about this yet. whoa, this thing sure is addictive....not the writing i mean, juz the setting up. making it look as presentable as it can be. no worries...i wasnt about to fall asleep anytime soon. still it is 5 and i am workin later so this is yet another short one. dun worry folks...soon you'll be battered with my inane thoughts that you'd be begging me to shut this down...or the more intellectually inclined would juz stop reading it..haha..ok 5 am joke. see u guys soon...although soon is very relative seeing that I STILL HAVENT TOLD ANYONE ABOUT THIS YET!! ...sorry gettin cranky
dream away, everyday...try so hard to disregard
the rhytm of the rain that drops and coincides with the beating of my heart
so how u guys like it so far?? stupid question since i havent told anyone about this yet. whoa, this thing sure is addictive....not the writing i mean, juz the setting up. making it look as presentable as it can be. no worries...i wasnt about to fall asleep anytime soon. still it is 5 and i am workin later so this is yet another short one. dun worry folks...soon you'll be battered with my inane thoughts that you'd be begging me to shut this down...or the more intellectually inclined would juz stop reading it..haha..ok 5 am joke. see u guys soon...although soon is very relative seeing that I STILL HAVENT TOLD ANYONE ABOUT THIS YET!! ...sorry gettin cranky
dream away, everyday...try so hard to disregard
the rhytm of the rain that drops and coincides with the beating of my heart
Sunday, November 14, 2004
milestone
milestone
ok...i never thought i'd succumb to the evil that is blogging. but since i think so much and always alone (ok sometimes with a few cool friends) i thought i'd share my thoughts with ppl who may or may not know me...which is/was the exact reason why i stopped in the first place. nothing much to say cos i'm doin this on hari raya nite and i juz cant sleep. that is something perpetually existent in my life...the inability to sleep when i want to so u can expect late nite postings. why am i telling u this...u know enough
what i am to you is what i need and what i need is nowhere to be found
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