Sunday, January 29, 2006

i see your face

i see your face

everything's small on the ground below.
what if i fall, then where would i go? would she know?

she is the one.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Happy birthday sheen!

Happy birthday sheen!


See that girl up there? She's the reason i've been enjoying myself so much these past 4 months.

Today she turns 21. With this coming of age...i really really hope she gets what she's always wanted...and that she waits til i turn 21 to watch R(A) movies.

so...happy 21st birthday Sheereen Isfahani Fahmy. i'm hoping that you'll get the ultimate birthday present selenge...love u =)

Monday, January 02, 2006

sleeping in..finally!

sleeping in..finally!

its the new year.

2005 was eventful to say the least. and as i reflect i realise how much of it will be defined for me by the last 4 months of it.

its been a year of disappointments...sad partings...and unexpected surprises.

finally leaving school, finding her, feeling disillusioned with theatre for the first time, losing the chance after really looking forward to work with 3 friends, leaving starbucks, losing my civilian status, watching the said 3 friends going through an experience they'll cherish for a long time and feeling like crap cos you wanted so bad to be part of that.....stuff like that.

i guess this year has made me re-assess many relationships, some for the better and a select few people i just feel i'm better off without.

i found myself to be in a rut. all my plans and aspirations never really pushed me anymore because i knew eventually i'd have to put it on hold.

i'm still putting it on hold..but at least now i know every day gone means i'm a day closer to getting my life back on track.

and i guess i couldnt have started 2006 on a better note. yesterday was great. having the HMKT peeps over was fun too. but i am so not looking forward to another week of tekong. but hey..tough times don't last, tough men do. right apache platoon 2?

back to showering amongst tthe hairy-butts of my bunk-mates tmr. tonight i sleep well.