feelings....damn feelings
the day started cool enough...had breakfast with ma parents ...gi makan prata. then got a free ride to work. was feeling pretty good despite not sleeping so decided to share my joy with ms. dee. damn it...her reply was innocent enuf but wat she mentioned made me feel sick to the core. i mean i've always dismissed thoughts of anything actually happening...after zura i juz couldnt be bothered with getting my hopes up with anyone. but maybe i thought we had some kind of connection despite all the signs that showed otherwise. THIS SUCKS. now i juz gotta forget abt anythin ever happening cos mr it aint ever gonna with her. why oh why dib do u beat urself up over shit like this.
girls...memang betul ko cakap anwar...they're like buses...TIBS buses in fact. when u need the right one, all the other buses come not once but twice. then when it does come along...its super crowded with smelly ppl and you juz wanna get off. looks like i'll be waiting at the bus stop for a long, long time.
sorry for the negatory attitudage.....juz not feelin up to it dudes and dudettes...fuck
hari ini kau datang riang, tersenyum buatku senang...
tiada lagi kau datang sayang...kau hilang terus menghilang
(too bad u met someone)
