smelly socks
how many times have you done something that you really wanted to do?
not something you feel obliged to or forced to do by societal pressure or by a misplaced sense of responsibility.
have you found yourself wanting to do something real bad...but when you trace back the roots of that desire, it stemmed from someone or something else.
recently i realised that a lot of my worries and some dreams come from these sources. i mean, there's nothing wrong about it...all that crap about "being true to yourself" is very relative and belongs more aptly in a disney movie theme song. i mean how true can you be without deriving from influences of people that had crossed paths with you?
everyone has been asked this question before, "what do you want to be when you grow up?"
i've grown up a lot and i still don't really have a definite answer. i'm sure a lot people in similar situations as me feel the same way. and we worry a lot mostly because people tell us we should be worried about the future.
pretty sad rite. but alas human nature is so. sad.
i started this entry with a single thought and an intention to ramble. so i will end this inconclusively. i'm tired and bored but i just wanted to write.
