M-m-m-m-maureen
aku penat. sepenat penatnya. i need a break. but when u enjoy doing the things that make you penat..its worth it right?
well..update. i've been pretty good these past few weeks. been hanging out a lot especially the last couple of days and although its added to my penatness..its been fun. but i feel like there's something missing.
maybe its just my inability to feel secure enough with what i have. maybe its my super finicky personality that keeps changing its tastes and wants. maybe its my indecisiveness when it comes to the things that matter.
when it comes to work or theatre...i know exactly what i have to do. but when it comes to everything else i cant decide. i know i want to have fun but is fun worth having at the expense of something more definite?
hmm...
ya i think it is.
and i know my blogs been getting so very the mendak. nothing inspires me to write anymore so i resort to these kinda posts which if i want to be honest are here for the sake of writing. so maybe i should just stop. what say you?
you don't know what you do to me
i know you wont be true to me
the least that you could do for me
is keep it to yourself.
