such great heights
like i've said before...life is all about the ups and downs. but today, i'm gonna introduce another one of lifes simplicities.
the "peak"
some of us peak too early,
some of u peak very late
some of us never reach the peak at all
while others, like me, juz like to eat cake
ok...i dont have the ability to be too serious about anything. correction, i think i can get too serious about almost everything but then blow up all the tension with a seemingly carefree demeanour especially when i start singing or talking crap. but back to the topic in hand.
i've seen a lot of faces,
been to a lot of places.
heard a lot of stories
about people and their past glories.
its all find and dandy but it gets really sick when people overindulge, or in the case of a certain person i know, and am beginning to dislike a lil bit more every single time i see her, overtruth the telling, i mean overtell the truth...ok melebihkan apa yang ada(exaggerate...i was trying to not use the word cos i forgot if there was one or two x's in it).
everybody's insecure about something at least at sometime but by covering it up with a disgusting arrogance and know-it-all attitude is just sad. it makes me wonder if anything u said at all is true. personally i think this person just has never had her peak so she makes things up instead of working towards 'it'.
what is 'it'?
'it' is the defining moment in your life. the beauty of this concept is that its always relative to your life in the present. so you can always work towards hitting another. of course there will be that one time when every single thing falls into space and you are in uber funland, but fret not folks, u can always replicate that lovin feeling.
personally....i havent had the peak yet. and i sometimes do wonder if all i believe in, all my hard work will take me somewhere. (for those who know me, you know i'm not talkin bout sch rite?) maybe ill never fulfill the potential i'm supposed to possess. i know a lot of ppl out there who are only too happy to shoot down someone else's confidence just becos they ain't got any. to them i say go fuck yourself with the excuse you call for a pinky. i mean if i dun get there, of course ill be disappointed...but the thing is life takes u to other places, places where perharps u were meant to be at from the start...so there's always something to look fwd to.
so boys and girls, the moral of this story is...if ever u feel like u dun matter or u feel like just slitting your wrists. please dont. nothing is worth doing that. juz grit ur teeth, bear with it for awhile cos eventually, if you work at it...u'll hit ur "peak". i can almost see mine now.
oh wait, my specs were dirty, nothing there anymore. i mean not yet.
tell me again, can we be lovers and friends
i got to know baby
ooh oh uooh
