-the end..part 2-
after three months of rehearsals....after all the probs, despite all the unhapiness. i'm glad to have been part of it. i'm gonna miss everyone...even the irritating ones whom i cant stand but had to grin and bear with. at least i can be happy about the lack of their presence from now on. gonna miss my bro anwar..though i doubt i can run away from hanging out with him. izad is another person i'm gonna miss....think he really clicks with the way i am...and i guess thats why he's good friends with anwar too....gonna miss the drinks at newton after rehearsals...even that one time we stayed till 6 and got bothered by the same tissue guy 3 times.
kak ifa...gonna miss her too...dunno when i'm ever gonna act with her again. i doubt ill be doing the july show. really appreciate her presence...and she's a bloody great actor...just waiting to take the theatre world by storm. den and apit....two cool buddies ...will we ever be this close again? probably not...at least not together as a group....thanks for the memories guys. everyone else will always be in my memories. performing at the esplanade.....i fulfilled that target before NS....now gotta move on.
another ending....it should have been a bittersweet day today if not for what happened yest nite. all i can say is...i am well and truly lost. the one thing that i always held onto and believed in has been shattered to pieces and run over by a horde of raging elephants with very heavy mahouts riding on top. she was always in love with him. how could i have been blind to that. i should have realised it. fuck it lah...no more tears...the ones i shed yesterday will be the last for this matter. the chapter should have be well and truly closed, locked up with something heavy and thrown into pierce reservoir. bye bye z. thanks for everything, wont be seeing u anymore. cant be seeing u anymore...knowing what i know..knowing what i shouldnt know....my hearts still on the floor...waiting to be pieced back again.....its gonna be a while
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