Saturday, December 18, 2004

honest thats the honest truth

honest that's the honest truth

happiness. a word so simple yet it brings out so many images, sounds, smells.... memories. New, old, fresh, mouldy.... for me i guess being in a state of happiness is something i take for granted....c'mon everybody has at one point or another. but for now i think i'll remember and cherish this feeling...for as long as i can.

for those of you kind souls who have been reading my blog (a big thanks), you'll know that i have not been in the best of spirits lately. well yeah things have been bothering me but hopefully they're looking up. i mean i've been so preoccupied with all the bad stuff that i miss out.

missing out. i hate the feeling. you know when u miss out on a nite out wit ur pals...and their bond seems to be strenghtened like 1000 times more than the last time you guys hang out. that's what i went thru these past few months. what i failed to realise was the ppl who i have been spending my time with....the bond that grew with them.

ok..enuf bout this. i guess my whole point was or is be happy with what u have and aspire and not be desperate for better things. i sound preachy rite? well i cant help it. i've recently been blessed with some minor things which are maybe showing me that hey...ur life isnt that bad bro. i'm not gonna be super ecstatic but i'm gonna enjoy it while it lasts...like a very wise and super smart friend of mine once said "Life is all about a cycle of ups and downs...u go up then down then up again...the downs are inevitable but so are the ups...so juz look fwd to it" ..thats courtesy of mr anwar hadi.

on that note...have a great weekend ppl...and cherish this cheery entry from adib kosnan siran...haha..when the down comes he wont be so fun to be with. smoke winston and fly like an eagle....kwang kwang kwang <---lame tak doK?

girl, when we laugh and we cry its together
thru the rain and the stormiest weather...